the thing about couples

i don't like hanging out with couples.
period.


yes that's me in the picture. not the girl, but the forever alone one ;P

ever since the age of getting boyfriends began, the times i hang out with my friends suddenly included some new guys.
and don't get me wrong, i do not dislike the guys, till today, there isn't anyone of my friends' boyfriends that i really dislike or cannot stand being in the same room as.
my friends tried to justify their PDA
"you will understand it when u have one la" they said.
and so i believed them. i bear with it.
but things didn't get any better :(

am i really going to end up being that person who is going to neglect my friends' feelings because im together with my other half?
am i really going to make my friends feel like the picture above?

i was so close to answering YES to the above questions, because really i didn't have any other role models to follow yea!
but then i met vic and dallan.
[haha, sounds like the start of an awesome love story eh?]
people only knew about their love story this year ever since it was announced on facebook.

but i kind of saw the blossom of this love seedling yea! :D

trust me, vic is an awesome girl, i love her for everything she is


and dallan is a great guy too, well we [jason low, niang, S, me, vic, dallan] all started out as a close knitted group in engin rag 2011.
probably TOO close knitted to the extent people started looking at us through tinted glasses
but well, that's another story for another day.
i thought, eh we are all good friends now, but what if one day they end up together, are they going to be those kind of couples who have no other friends but just each other?
am i going to lose both of them as friends? T.T

well, all those worries
flew out of the window once i started hanging out with them when they became a couple!
HOW GLAD I AM IS INDESCRIBABLE USING WORDS
to those people who cover up their PDA using 'when you get attached, you will understand la'
now i can be like 'u look at dallan and vic la! ^^'
when i hang out with them, i don't feel that bit of awkwardness AT ALL.
haha, no dying swan eh ;)
the both of them made me change my theory of "I don't like to hang out with couples" so much!
that being said, girlfriends, of course i still prefer to hang out with you alone without a lurking male around la :)

haha, anyway, the reason why i am on this topic anyway is because vic asked me if i wanna watch LOTR at dallan's place
so it is a me, vic and dallan thingy!


was a little hesistant of the dying swan phenomenon initially, but heck, i agree straightaway
today led me to 2 conclusions
number 1 being after having been labelled 'you are too bimbo for LOTR la' and trying to prove that notion wrong, i sat through the 1 st 2 movies, and the conclusion is,
yes friends, LOTR really not my type of movie :(
number 2, i know you 2 will be reading this so here goes
THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL LOVED AND NOT AWKWARD :D
it means a lot to me :')